I have to go cafe because today is my close friend's birthday! Mmm, please write "Öykü doğum günün kutlu olsun, Nilsu seni çok seviyor." or "Happy birthday Öykü, Nilsu loves you so much." If u write, I love u and thank you so. ❤️
Here it is.
I told you I wrote you a little paragraph but I didn't like how it came out. I thought you deserved a longer and more meaningful one. Because you do. You deserve so much more than this post. You deserve the amount of love no one could possibly give. You deserve the best and nothing other than the best. You are this amazing person who can talk me into anything. Today I trusted you. I showed you at my weakest point. I don't like to show people my weakest point because they leave. I'm scared of people leaving. That's probably why I never show them my real feelings. You haven't left yet. And I really hope you don't. Because I'm literally crying right now thinking of you leaving me. I'm so glad I met you and I talked to you. I really am. I'm so thankful to have you in my life. I'm so thankful I found someone like you to be in my life. I know I haven't gotten many good things right. But I know I did this right. It's hard for me to actually trust people with my feelings and you know why but I'm trusting you. All my trust is going into you. Please. Please don't hurt me. My fear is people leaving because they always do. Please don't leave me. You mean the world to me and I will be adding onto this. I hope it didn't such as much as I think it did.