In San Francisco, there are a lot of Hills. And for a while there, I gave them one more. In all reality, it would be cool to someday do pottery in that city. I've heard @claybythebaysf is rad. Someday...
Is this anxiety or is this something else
My hands won't stop shaking, my teeth won't stop chattering, I am the only moving part in this stillness
How is everyone else so calm when the voices in my head just won't
It's only 2 pm and I've already forgotten what happiness feels like
Do I want to leave this life or do I want to leave this Earth
What if I'm not sure anymore
// Prompt: “what's going on in your head right now?” // k.k.c.
"Sometimes life is a bloody battle between your mind and your body;
Sometimes a lifelong war.
Two entities contradicting one another, a struggle of profound passion.
Your hear caught in the crossfire.
Your mind endeavouring to convince you that your body is unlovable, undesirable, unworthy.
Your mind is not rotten it has simply been poisoned by a world of people who profit off of your ability to find beauty within them but not within yourself.
You must remember the way your body fought for you even whilst you tried to destroy it.
The way your heart continued to beat even when you wished deeply that it wouldn't.
The way your skin covered your bones like a blanket when you wished simply that it wouldn't.
The way your body acted as a shell, protecting your mind, your heart and your soul while you singlehandedly tried to break it.
Let the scars you bear serve as a medal; you have overcome the struggle to self destruct.
The wrinkles on your face a reminder that you have endured years and yet here you stand.
There will come a time that you realize you are on the same team, an armistice proclamation; a total ceasefire.
You will listen to your heart beating within the walls of your chest,
You will realize that it is the anthem of your existence,
You will take a deep breath and sing along to it.
There is nothing more natural on this Earth than a human being,
- via indieluhv on Tumblr